There is never a right time to say good bye...

it's a season where people should be smiling
but as for me...
my lips cannot contour itself in such a position
the thought of both of us leaving...
i could not help but do the exact opposite of a smile
at the back of my mind i know one day we are going to leave each other
but i ignored it
i let time pass by without even preparing for it
it never came to me until now
she is slowly moving away
and try as I may to keep what was left in our relationship
all efforts seemed to be futile...
so when is the right time to say goodbye?
the answer is there is never a right time
because when that moment comes both of you will get hurt
and you will always try to delay such an event
to a point of even asking God to stop time
i dread that moment
so i try to keep whatever she gives me
hold on to every second, every minute, every fleeting moment
even as she tries to do the opposite and slowly move away from me to ease some of the pain of detachment.