Tonight I can write the saddest lines

Today is a very sad day...
The moment when everything feels like falling apart and you are losing the one you love...
She says she wants us to stay friends...
I agree...
But...
It's hard when you feel that she is really close
but you can't touch her...
she is near your face ...
but you can't kiss her...
she is in front and you can't hug her...