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I feel like i am fighting in all fronts. That's all i have got to say
I trust her but at the back of my mind i feel like someway somehow it will always hound my dreams
I loathe the moment i will leave her and say goodbye
because i think that's when my smile will end
but questions still linger in my mind:
will she still love me if at times i let her down?
will she love me even if i am not around?
will she search for me whenever i am gone?